Strength

You know that saying "God doesn't call the qualified He qualifies the called". Well I have believed that to be true. In the past I have always just related that to "church stuff", like teaching sunday school, teaching youth, going on mission trips. Now though, I know it goes way beyond that.

Then there is the ye old saying " God doesn't give you more than you can handle". I really don't like that one. Through these ups and downs we've been going through, I have heard from very close people in my life that I am a strong woman. Blah! I know in the darkness R and I are walking through I feel like the weakest link. At any minute I will fall apart and turn to dust, but then a little "light" hits and we're back out of the darkness.

This time it's really dark, like you can't see your hand in front of your face dark. Well you all may not know whats going on, but you all know something is going on and things are rough. I have found not only God giving only what I can handle but also He is in the process of qualifying me! Things are very tough right now and that hurts, but I have a promise that I have my sweet Jesus walking beside me and yes sometimes carrying me, but I know He is here.

I have found my sense of peace through my Prince of Peace. R and I both have very loving support and they are here for us. I have a good attitude not only for my self but more importantly for our three beautiful babies who are great!

We need prayer and that is something that makes more of a difference than you will ever know. All I ask is that if you are telling us you are praying for us, please do. It's no comfort to me if you are not following through. My God is mighty and I know He has great plans for our family. I don't know that plan and darn it that bugs me! But I am holding fast to Him and doing what He ask of me and I know He'll do the rest!

Thank you for all your support. Thank you to my family and also to Rickey's because we couldn't do much with out you. Our mom's are amazing! Also to our friends who stand by and don't judge but back us up and use love, true hands and feet of Jesus!!