Just one day, thats all I want. One day with no hiccups. One smooth day where I can breath easy, and not worry about this or that. Not even just R and his illness but my babies and their health and well being. Or my co-workers and their lives. Alas thats not possible life is life. I can sit and wish all I want but it will never happen until we are in heaven!
Darn! Come on. I think if you know me I am not a whiner, but this is one place I am whine and cry and boo hoo and get away with it. Life just stinks sometimes and I have to learn how to pick my self up and try to look at all the positive. I want to see the positive every day! Just sitting here and writing all my feelings out makes me feel better. This makes me look at my life and be grateful. My kids are healthy(except Emma who has a headache), my husband and I have jobs, we have a wonderful house with plenty of room, and landlords who have been so patient with us when we've been with out money and gave us understanding, a husband who loves me and is happy (most of the time) to come home to me. I have a wonderful family who loves and supports just about anything we choose to do.
Thank you Jesus for your blessings. I am sorry for when I choose to slap you in the face by complaining about what I don't have. Please help me to learn my lesson so that I can be happy with my blessings. Most of all thank you for my salvation that gives me the best blessing of all!!
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