Multiple personalities

Yep! At this time in our lives both R and I have multiple personalities.  Its not only R any more.

With Rickey coming off an old set at meds to a new set and the doctor not knowing what his levels are going to be he is still struggling with deep moods. Last night he stayed at the house with the kids and I and he was quiet and somewhat calm. I dropped him off at his moms this morning and when I came back a few hours later he was so very angry. He looks like there's nothing in his eyes and he has nothing but hate in his body. It still hurts, but I also know he's not working right yet.

Me, well when R hits his mood highs and lows, I hit a new way of life for me. For those that know me, I'm not much of a cleaner. Well I deep clean when he is in his dark place. I don't when he is sad or "normal", it's funny that only do it when he's angry!

My feelings are better and sometimes still on my sleeve. I am slowly learning to take things with a grain of salt. I have always been an emotionally driven person but with all of R's emotions I am changing my ways.  I wonder how long God is going to take us through this journey ?