Getting better...

Well it's an irony that I am writing this at this particular time. Things are getting  but at this point in the day, there is an angry streak going.

Good stuff first. Yes, things are getting better! It's been a week of new med dosages and I can tell more of difference. He is kidding with me, being more motivated and seem to focus more on the good, more. He also feels anger coming on and removes him self from us or if the feeling isn't too bad does some deep breathing.  He is remembering he needs to take his meds, which is huge!

The not so good. He is still fighting anger!! It's not nearly as often, but darn it, it's still here. Take today, it's AJ's birthday and we're having a family party at papa and grandmas. All week he's been talking about trying to go. He was in a great mood until mid-afternoon and anger hit. He tried to work it out, but it just got the best of him. I took him down to his moms. So he won't be with us tonight:( It's bitter sweet, we'll miss him so much but I'll be more relaxed b/c I won't worry about how he's feeling and if he needs to go.

On the drive to his moms he really held his negative feels in, was kind to the babies. That's a plus. This is a very long process, it's gonna take time to get him adjusted. He and I both are learning how to work through this.