For mom

My mom knows just about everything about me, knows what goes on in my life any given day. Still she wants me to write a blog! So this is for my mom. Silly as she is, I love her and try to make her happy.

All I can really give you is an update on how my sweet man is. He is doing ok. Taking a day at a time and sometimes an hour at a time. He is on a new dosage of meds, for the most part they are really helping, making him very sleepy at times, like now, as I write he is snoring. His anger is subsiding, some, it may spike every once and a while, but he is able to better control it.

He is home, thank goodness, I really miss his company when he is gone. I am thankful for his mom, she has allowed him to stay at her house during this craziness and loved and supported him. He has a new project to work on, a 1954 old car something or other. He traded his uncle and got this car, that'll keep his mind busy for a while.

I did take him to wal mart last night and got to see first hand the social anxiety he is suffering with at this time. We ran into some church family and as he talked with him you could physically see the panic in his eyes. So public outings are at a minimum at this time. His cycles are coming faster and leaving as fast. That is good and bad, he just needs to find that happy medium.

Please pray for us, he is unable to work right now and will be filing for disability until he can get better. We hope this will work it's self out and meet our needs in the money department. Also pray that he can get though the meeting thursday, lots of people make him panic. I just pray that thursday is a good day.

We are finding our new "normal" and understanding what that will hold for us as a family. Good thing is, we love each other and we have the Lord on our side!