Not gonna lie, my skin has never been real "thick", I wear my heart on my sleeve. So when R is have a angry day it hurts. I try not to do things out of anger, but when someone is throwing that out at you that's your natural reaction to throw it right back.
We tend to take things out on those that are closest to us, "normal" people included. I think spouses tend to get the butt end of things more often than not. R is having a beyond mean kind of night. I am trying to toughen up for these times b/c he tends to get pretty mean. Now you need to know he never physically hurts anyone but words still hurt.
I love him and try to let things roll off my back, but I'll be glad when he can better control him self. Praying for that day to come soon!
So God has been working on grace and understanding on my part. Not just so I can understand R but also practice this every where.
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