blessings

In the midst of all this crazy business God really allowed me to see some of my richer blessings. R was having a hard morning so he did not come to church. Our church family is very sensitive to the needs of others and today was a day when they saw a need in me. I had several who asked how R was and I broke down several times, I feel a bit at whits end. Needless to say I was thankful to have listening ears today. It always feels good to get feelings out. I am not one to suppress.

I am ever so grateful for my momma and daddy. My sweet parents are never far away. They are always willing to be there and do what ever is needed. I am allot like my mom, I am a listening ear, and I wish I had magic words for those who are hurting, my mom is the same way. I love it though b/c that's just what I need. She always rubs my arm or back and just nods her head. I know she is there for me and my family. My dad is funny, I am equally like him, in tough situations he gets aggravated and stressed and wants to fix the problem asap! His magic words are "dadgumit!!" I always laugh when he gets that word out. No matter the good or bad we are blessed with my mom and dad.

I am suffering from a caffeine headache today so I may tend to ramble and not make sense, I am sorry for that. Cleanse is going good, we are on day 3 and the food thing is going ok. I did want a donut so bad this morning and my Sunday school class didn't even eat any! So I brought them home for the kids and R said"lets cut one in half and share it, no one will know", I said "no way!" We will make it through the next few days. I am feeling better other than the headache and I think R is doing good. He really loves the veggie chips. I am just glad there are things he likes to eat, to keep him on going to feeling better.

Prayers please. R does go to the Dr Monday and I am praying that he will tell the Dr all he needs to know and that the Dr will know where to go from here.