Obsession

I haven't written in a while, but I haven't forgotten that I need to blog. Just been crazy busy/lazy.

I know several post ago I told you how R had traded his truck for a really, really old car. Well that car has turned into his new obsession. It's all he talks and thinks about. When he's at his moms durring the week it's his focus. Now at one point today when I was thinking of a title I just almost put "mistress", but thought that might be a little tacky and misleading.

So last night I was trying really hard to watch my tv show on my iPad and trying to catch up on all the ones I was behind on. I was in my zone, and all R kept on talking about was all he was going to do to this car. I started to get a little aggravated then I stopped and thought, this is his "job" right now. This is what he does all day. I talk about my coworkers, and kids so this is what he talks about right now. I am thankful that he is talking at all.

He is doing ok. I haven't blogged on a daily basis in a while but day to day has gotten better. We went 3 days in a row that were good, had a pretty rough two days and had a great day today!! We worked on his car, my car and cleaned the garage today. There was no outburst of anger, no major highs or lows. He was funny, sweet and a joy to be around. I relish these days and try to remember them on the hard days.

So I guess the car is a nessasary evil at this point. It keeps him busy and out of the house. God is good and shows me light when I need it the most!