Well I am still writing, just not as often. We're busy this crazy season, plus some of this stuff is becoming more of our "normal" so I just don't have to write as much.
There is something I haven't dealt with much until bipolar came along, mixed emotions. I am pretty cut and dry. I'm usually only one emotion at a time kinda girl, and most of the time it's happy and positive.
You all know since R is still trying to get his meds straightened out he is referred to as "dr. Jekle and mr Hyde". I married him because I love him. When R is having a hard day and "the hulk" is in I don't like him at all. Then there is that love that's still there and I fight with in my self to get through these episodes. Not fun feeling this way.
On a good note, on my first day off for Christmas break, R agreed to go eat lunch out. Thank goodness there wasn't many at the restaurant , b/c although he came with us, he said little and kept his head down the whole time. He did great! He made it through the whole meal. Kenndra and I are very proud of him!
Please pray for him going into next week. We have Christmas at his moms and then my family is coming to our house Christmas day. I pray it's all enjoyable to him.
Merry Christmas from the Downs family!!!
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